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| Well it is a very interesting morning. Wait, no it's not. I had planned on going to the American Museum of Art today but it's not open again until 2006. I never write in this xanga thing, but I thought today was boring enough that I should. Perhaps I should get a hobby or something. In any case, it is Saturday and I am thinking about going back to sleep. | | |
| well it seems as if things are changing so quickly, I can hardly keep them straight. I accepted an internship at the Washington Post which I am excited about. I think it will be good for me to get back in the swing of things and doing what I love. I will have the apt. to myself the entire summer so that is going to be different, but not neccessarily bad. I have been challenged in so many ways recently and I regret to say that I have not faced these challenges well. I have buckled and I am weak, but still, I press on. I long for peace and restful days. I am tired of being tired. In any case, school is coming to a close and I will be done with my first year at UMD. What a relief! I shall be a senior in the fall, which I am also looking forward to. Other than that, I am just hanging in here--making it through. | | |
| Well I am finally 21 and I have survived. That in itself is truly amazing. In other news....
I am realizing more and more the power our decisions have on not only our lives but the lives of other people. This is a strange revelation and a step towards a selfless existence, I believe. In any case, I am taking steps backward in an attempt to regain lost ground in the selfish actions played out recently. It is time to face up to the music. I just don't know if I am ready for this.
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| well, it's official. i'm going to be in school next semester. wow. what a blow to the ego. perhaps i shouldn't have an ego to begin with, but whatever. I think today has possibly been one of the weirdest days ever. totally memorable, yet, there's nothing. i have no idea. i'm driving to canada on sunday i think.i have to get out of here. | | |
| I wish I could simply go home and see my family like most everyone else gets to around here. I’m not homesick, but at times I feel like my family needs me. It would sometimes be nice to be around a family. I would like to be able to go home with a $25 tank of gas rather than a $500 plane ticket. Well this is my life. I am still pumped about the things that have been going on. I have managed to stay relatively upbeat despite the impending deadlines on my decisions about my job offer in DC. It’s been over 5 weeks since they first offered it to me, yet the funding has yet to be decided. I have also been really struggling to make it at work and school. I think I need a vacation! The supervisors at both jobs are really stressing me out. (one a little more than the other) In any case, I am truly blessed and am looking forward to spring break even though I’ll be at work. Again, like I said, I suck at xanga. | | |
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